Owning a piece of the same homestead that my ancestors settled makes me a steward of this earth. Like my parents and grandparents, there are days when I am sweaty and exhausted from good honest work in the soil; there are days when I sit in my cushioned chair on the deck admiring the clouds. I am fortunate to have ”one foot in the city” and “one foot on the farm.”
I live on a quiet cul-de-sac with only a few houses,
so neighbors get to know each other here.When we can, we help each other out and that gives a friendly feel to
My neighbor, Mary, is a cat lover and has a very
soft heart when it comes to strays.She
adopted the two I am introducing here and by feeding and paying attention to
them has given them a home.The female
is a big white piebald with gold eyes.I
am guessing that she is about ten years old.Because of her coloration, Mary’s son calls this one “cow cat,” but her
official name is “Kittzie.” Her outstanding characteristic is her amazing
shedding capacity, exhibited when picked up.
The second cat is a very old rakish fellow with a
crotchety personality.He has a tattered
ear and is missing a canine tooth.I
would consider him unadoptable due to age, but he has proven to be a charmer,
even if he appears to have come from skid-row.I call him "Scruffy," or "rakish old fellow," based on the historical use of the term "rake" that refers to a man who is habituated to immoral conduct, particularly womanizing.
Maybe just a little rub?
I think Scruffy, indeed, has had his
day.His outstanding characteristic is
his wire-brush coat.
Mary is away right now getting some health care,
leaving the care of her cats to her son and me.He works an odd shift, and often isn’t able to come the lengthy distance
to feed, and these two smart cats have figured out where their food comes from
in that event.They simply come and get
me and let me know they’re hungry.
Now if Tim and I had tried to train them in this
procedure, they would never have cooperated.They simply figured it out themselves.Often I look out the French door to see a little black and white face
that gives me a silent meow and I know I need to go open the cat food.Out the door I go and the two of us walk
companionably back to Mary’s house for breakfast.There Scruffy waits for his plate to be
served as well.
I can’t help but think that my two cat friends have
responded much as humans do when they are feeling needy and could use a
hug.Scruffy was frightened of me at
first and avoided my contact. When I would appear he would hiss and it was not
until I earned his trust that he would even allow me to feed him.I often feel the same way about people – just
back off and let me trust before you try to fix my problem.
Once Scruffy saw I was not going to hurt him, he
became my friend.At first he only
accepted food, later a touch on the back, but now he throws himself into a good
leg rub and puts his front paws up on my knee for a rub.Again, just like people isn’t it?Once we allow a little closeness, we do like
a friendly touch and a hug.In fact, I
think us older folks are sometimes touch deprived unless our family is nearby,
often going weeks without a hug or even a touch on the arm.
Did you say come for tea?
Just like some of my other friends, Kittzie is a
talker.She does enjoy having a good
meal before conversation, but I bet if I spoke cat talk, she would be telling
me some amazing stories.How is it an
animal of another kind would even bother to communicate?Does she think I understand?Or is it just that I take the time to listen?
My friends are going to a new home next week and I
will miss them.I just hope their new
owners have good people skills, because they are sure going to need them with
Kittzie and Scruffy.
We have had an unusually cool and very wet spring in
southcentral Kansas.This follows a
three-year drought and loss of crops, so it is quite a contrast.A friend said today she thought everyone must
have been praying at the same time for the end of the drought, as we surely are
At my city house, the rain has brought on excessive
growth in the beds and the cooler temperatures have allowed iris and peonies to
bloom longer than usual.I decided today
that between showers I would make an attempt to clear the abundant weeds and
grasses from the beds and see if I could get some management to the growth.
I probably should have been armed with an electric
hedge trimmer, but being a purist, I tacked the overgrowth using hand
tools.I took off two feet of yarrow
(height, width and depth), pulled the random thistle and made it tidy.My last job was to bring in the remaining
iris and the peonies that were so loaded with bloom they were on the ground.
And so I picked, and chopped and brought in to
arrange – not in vases, but in buckets.And
as I arranged, I recalled the lectures of my grandmothers about Memorial Day
customs of decorating the graves.(Oh,
that would be tomorrow wouldn’t it!)
My grandmothers were dedicated grave decorators and
it could be quite a battle at our house to harangue someone into driving them
to the various cemeteries.It was an
all-day event, and normally in the middle of wheat harvest, so as soon as my
sister or I could drive, we were assigned.We always heard the peony lecture.
“We used to save all the peonies for Memorial Day,”
it was repeated by both grandmothers, “and if one of us so much as touched a
petal, we’d be a dead duck.”I believe
there was some chuckling of fond memory there.“And when the day came, we would gather our very best fruit jars for
vases and load them in the car, and put peonies on all the graves……..” This was
usually followed by the philosophical comments of how important the remembrance
of the deceased was.
My mother sometimes repeated that same lecture, but
more often she was of a practical nature.If the harvest was on, we didn’t decorate.If we could squeeze it in, we did.
Now I am the grave decorator – or not.I have found beliefs about the practice can
sure depend on who it is we’re decorating.As a general rule, yes, I decorate graves.But for my mother, the person always closest
to my heart, that doesn’t hold true.
First, she didn’t much like the artificial flowers
for graves, and second, she was just such a practical person that she always
said she would prefer someone remember her in something more sincerely and she
didn’t really care about the grave. When
she did pass away, I found that the last place I found her in my heart was at
I found her at the corner where her car went off the
road, and so I placed a cross there.And
I found her in her flower garden, where she loved to be.And there, I placed statuary of a young girl,
sitting on a log communing with flowers and nature.And then I realized that I also found her in
my own garden, where I had planted the peonies she shared, and the iris she
gave me.And darn if I didn’t find her
in the memories of gathering peonies by the bucket on the eve of Memorial Day
as I smelled the brisket cooking in the oven for tomorrow’s picnic.
I am not sad as I plan for tomorrow.My loved ones were a joy and I remember them
with such happiness.I know they are in
a good place and are always a part of me.
I had a good
afternoon in my garden.I don’t
particularly like so much rain, but I surely do like the buckets full of
flowers that await their Bell jar vases.
1884, July.Kansas had been a state for only twenty-three years.Yet, to my great-grandfather, this new Kansas
farmland held promise.He laid down
$2000 for a quarter section in Maple Township and the land has remained in our
family for 131 years.
haven’t owned a rich farm.In fact,
judging from old family photos, we were land-poor.The abstract shows repeated mortgages at the
beginning of the growing season and fortunately, mortgage releases after
people grew grain crops, hay, and raised cattle and pigs.They led a self-sustaining life style. They lived sparingly, worked hard and despite many very lean years, managed to hang on to the land. My heritage is not a fancy farm house or barns; it is found in the love of the earth, in watching things grow, and in feeling secure in a simple life.
I own a “cleaned-up” version of my parents’ farm.After fifteen years of hauling off junk and
tearing down hopeless buildings, I am left with only basic structures.The old farm house burned a few years ago and
I am in the process of replacing it.
two large structures remaining represent some classics.The granary was built early; approximately
late 1930’s, and was used to store grain for planting the next year.The barn was built in the 1940’s by neighbors
pitching in to help at a “barn building.” It is of pole-barn construction.
Ihave added a barn quilt to the granary recently
in a pattern called “Crown of Thorns.” It serves to remind me that it can only
be through grace that we have held on to this beautiful farm all these
years.I intend to hand it on to my own
I was standing at the
bathroom lavatory this morning, quietly flossing my teeth.Since it is a job of a couple of minutes I
had closed my eyes and was in some stage of relaxation.Job complete, I opened my eyes to the face of
my Siamese cat about two inches from my nose, intently peering into the cavern
of my mouth.“aacck!” I uttered in
surprise, and then laughed out loud.“Where are those cynical non-cat owners when she does something this
funny?” I asked myself.
People often give me a
short list of reasons why they don’t want cats – usually when they are left out
of a perfectly good cat-observation-discussion by cat owners.“Too independent for me,” says my bachelor
friend.“Nope,” says my dog-owned
friend, “too much cat hair.”And sadly,
a friend who admits she’s afraid of them because they might bite.
I have to admit those
are all valid reasons, and I could probably come up with a similar list for dog
ownership.But the reason I DO have cats
is for the sheer hilarity and amusement of having them in the house. After all, no one, other than a grandchild,
could make me laugh like these two characters.
My oldest cat, a
Siamese, came to me from the animal shelter in a nearby city.Mama cat has been expecting when someone
turned her in, and the three babies were born and raised until adoption in the
shelter.“Aaah,” I thought.The shelter folks will have them spoiled rotten and
they will be real “people” cats.Not so,
said my darling kitty from day one as she revealed her own personality, told me
when she wanted to be carried, when she would allow me to pet her, and most
certainly what she would and wouldn’t eat.She was also a comedy routine from the beginning.
At the time, I was
doing some hand quilting in a small quilting frame.If I had a dime for each time I removed her
from what she apparently thought was a kitty bed, I would be rich.It wasn’t the removal that amused me, but
rather her style and drama as I did so.She never did the things other cats do that annoy the heck out of us,
but she would sure find creative vaudeville in any room she was in.
The Siamese became so
fond of me, I found myself dragging her around as she attached herself to my
ankle.So when I found a kennel full of
kittens at the vets’ office one day the idea occurred to me to adopt a sister
for her.The cutest one was a little
grey striped model that was hanging off the top of the cage where she had
adroitly climbed for escape.Shouldn’t
that have been a clue that I might have a comedic twin to the cat I already
owned?Yi, yi, yi, I am a slow learner.
Sissy Sings at Christmas
My friends told me I
was crazy to get a kitten with a full grown Siamese.They were predisposed to the idea that
Siamese are mean and moody, I suppose.What
they didn’t realize was that mine wasn’t either of those, and was so attached
to me she had taken to giving me “love bites,” which were getting a little
tiresome.So home came the grey striped
kitty with the name of “Sissy.”
“Some adjustment period
might be advisable” was the advice I received and once the kitten had taught
the old gal how to play tag and race from one end of the house to the other, I
realized the advice was meant for me and not the animals.
Three years later this pair keeps me laughing- both cats like to ride like a baby sack of
flour across my left shoulder and both love to be rocked and told a story.Grey Sissy likes to have her paws clapped,
comes and asks to be picked up and put on my shoulder.Both cats play “cry wolf” and wait for me to
find them helpless and wounded, except they can never wait long enough and
usually come to find out why I’m taking so long.
People who don’t own
cats might not realize the facial expressions and feelings cats can relay to
their people, but these make them amazing friends.If I am hurt and crying, a cat will come and
brush the tears away from my face.That
always makes me smile at them, and I swear they smile back. They worry, they frown,
and yes, they laugh at me.
As I watched the latest
cat race just a few minutes ago, I saw the smartest animals ever.The Siamese ran and the grey chased.The Siamese hid behind the door and the grey
looked surprised and went another direction.Curious about her pursuer, the Siamese came out to check and the grey
jumped on her from behind the corner.“HHAA!”
her expression said and off the two went, this time with the Siamese in
It being a grey sort of
“indoorsy” day around here, I suppose I’ll stay in by the fire and enjoy it
with my cats.The truth be told, they
really do like to have me read a story to them around 4:00 p.m.